Kill

Ok kill. Soul. Dead. End. Fast. 

mental tired

for this moment, honestly, i giving a hearthless look to everybody. i got so many works to do yet i still feel empty in my mind. there is something that kinda blocking me recently. is it me or its just REALLY ME? i am trying to be fine but its not ok... its really sucks until im thinking nothing. i didnt think anything. its so sucks.


i am sorry for breaking up with u.
i didnt mean to. its just giving u and me space. i miss u so much. for sure i still love you but,...

let me be alone. i live in my own world now. people like me rather be alone than having a lot of friend :))

i trying to be okay insha Allah.

:)

Late for class

Harini seriously aku rasa macam sakit hati gila sebab aku lewat 30 min masuk kelas finance. Aku bukannya lewat sebab bangun lambat tapi sebab aku tunggu kawan yg siap lambat. Dia datang dalam 8:15am and kelas mula kul 8:30 am. Kau ingat sempat ke nak naik bus on time ??? Dalam otak memang dah fikir aku lewat pergi kelas and yes i did. Aku terlepas weh! Aku mmg nak tahu apa maksud stock exchange tapi sebabkan dia aku terlepas. Dan itu kiranya pembukaan bg subjek finance and aku miss! How dare you! I am so sad srsly. Its hard to say. Aku pendam but aku remain silent. Aku buat silent treatment for me and dia ! Sumpah rasa nak buat semua benda sendiri today and aku harap sangat dia sedar aku marah sebab lewat g kelas.

Luckily aku ada kawan nak luah. Aku ada roommate gak sharing cerita. Plus aku share on blog if aku rasa takde siapa sudi dengar keuhan hati aku. Its hurt so much. Aku nak nangis tadi masa cerita kat roommate but yaaa aku cover la.

Btw kat sini nak mula jerebu and aku bole rasa susah nak bernafas. Environment jadi tak selesa kalau nak jogging or doing outdoors activity. Stay healthy guyssss

BARANG KEPERLUAN ASRAMA (khas for GIRL degree student)

Salam and hi !!!

so since aku dah masuk Uni as degree student. so aku nak share sikit barang apa yg kau kena bawak!

1. baju lengan pendek

2. baju lengan panjang

3. baju putih lengan panjang (ko k)

3. seluar track panjang

4. seluar slack hitam

5. baju kurung putih (untuk bacaan ikrar student sem 1)

6. tudung putih

7. tudung pakai pergi kelas

8. beg galas or beg tepi

9. SIJIL & DOKUMEN !

10. kasut bertutup pergi kelas

11. kasut sukan

12. selipar tandas

13. syampu rambut & badan

14. ubat gigi & berus gigi

15. pencuci muka

16. shaver

17. baldi kecik & besar

18. stok makanan (bawa lebih kalau selalu lapar)

19. stok air (optional sbb kat uum ada water cooler)

20. extension plug (1.5m ke atas)

21. charger fon android / iphone

22. powerbank

23. bantal

24. selimut

25. cadar katil

26. lanyard untuk kunci bilik

27. kain spare / bulu ayam (untuk lap habuk bilik)

28. iron & iron board

29. laptop & printer

30. a4 paper 80gsm/70gsm

31. peralatan menulis

32. buku nota kosong

33. deodorant

34. lip balm

35. tisu

36. ubat (beli yg senang sakit)

37. Al Quran

38. sikat

39. telekung

40. sejadah

41. stokin

42. cardigan

42. singlet & bra & spander &ll

43. penyepit baju

44. hanger

45. ampaian untuk pakaian dalam

46. sabun basuh baju & berus

47. sabun cuci pinggan & berus

48. setem hasil (pemohon ptptn)

setakat ni itu je la barang yg aku bawa. kalau ada yang aku terlupa nanti aku update balik!

degree life

Assalamualaikum,

and hi!

3/9/2019 bersamaan dengan Selasa !

Aku daftar ke Uni untuk starts the journey as a student again. After several years aku jadi employee and now back to the student life.

It's really tough for me to blend in this U life. Idk why but I try my best.

Overall being a student is not bad at all. It seems so fine unless you need to catch up real quick in Uni life. or else you will be in trouble dude!

harini is cuti day in kedah. so tak pelik la kalau aku ada waktu lapang harini...

biasanya awal sem memang free and easy sikit sebab tak start lagi assignment dan so on... mostly aku tengok kawan aku macam struggle dgn Uni life. so aku assume susah la gak jd budak Uni berbanding jadi budak sekolah. walaupun timetable penuh tapi ada je masa buat benda lain and kerja still on time.

so apa yg susah jadi budak Uni? maybe sbb kena srs in doing some works.... ye la kot...

aku paling risau thesis actually... dulu aku ingat lagi.. aku tak nak sambung sbb aku benci thesis... then suddenly aku rasa mcm tak puas hati and nak grad lagi sekali dgn topi.. masa kolej aku takde topi so aku try nak dapatkan topi tu jugak !

now i feel like jadi annoying :)

entah la... i hate it if someone downgrades me... i just want to cry and write it somewhere then throw it away.

please don't do that to me.. i dont like it... aku tak cakap pasal kau so kau jangan cakap pasal aku! or else aku lost respect kat kau. tah pape la...

MIND YOUR OWN FCKG BUSINESS !

THANKS

sambung study

hey.

so i will be away again from here.

i need to further my study this 3/9/2019, wish me luck !

i will try my best to share anything that i learn.

thanks in advance ~

gonna see you in new post.

bye.

salam