Assalamualaikum wbt.
Selamat pagi malaysia. Its still early in the morning and here i am writing for my blog.
Its been awhile i didnt post anything. But here i am now.
02:27 am (25/3/2019)
I am writing this because i am crying so badly about something that make me touching badly.
Its sad to remember something past.
Its all happened in 2014 in September
I am at my college oversea. So far away from home. Thousand miles away. One day I receive a call from my mom. She told me my grandma is been warded. I am worried but my mom said there’s nothing to be worried. Luckily, she has been diacharged.
Just to let you know, i just end my holiday break a few days before i am going back home again for a vacation in Australia. My grandma with a big smile on her face giving me a hug and i shake her hand before I'm off to airport. She held my hand so tightly like she don’t want to let go. She even ask me “Bila lagi balik?” And i replied “minggu depan. Tak lama dah sbb nanti nak pergi bercuti.” And guess what she replied to me. “Tak sempat tu.” At this moment I didn’t think that her time is coming. I simply laugh and smile at her and saying “apa yang tak sempat. Minggu depan Nina balik dah.” She just smile and let her hand go. I hug her again and wave a goodbye.
My mom and dad sending me to the airport since my school holiday already end.
A few days later my mom told me Mak is being warded again. I am so worried and again my mom told me not to worry anything. I feel relieved.
And suddenly just happened.
This one morning day. I had rollcall in my hostel and before my warden end her talk, she loudly call my name and saying “nenek kamu dah tak ada”. I just nodded. After all the student going for a class. I ask the warden to make a phone call. I suddenly cry when i call my dad. He ask me to be patient and don’t cry. But still I’m crying.
I want to be home but my flight is this week and it will be impossible. I don’t want to burden my family money again. Emergency flight is so expensive. So its ok i just wait for my next flight. I let them to manage Mak without me. Its hurting me but i have to face the fact she’s gone.
So the last sign she already let me know and its just me who don’t realize it. I will always remember you Mak. I love you so much :)) <3
Thanks for take care of me and my family. There’s nothing i can do unless take care of you. Lots of love!!!
Nina sentiasa doakan Mak dan Abah semoga tenang di sana.
Al-fatihah
Selamat pagi malaysia. Its still early in the morning and here i am writing for my blog.
Its been awhile i didnt post anything. But here i am now.
02:27 am (25/3/2019)
I am writing this because i am crying so badly about something that make me touching badly.
Its sad to remember something past.
Its all happened in 2014 in September
I am at my college oversea. So far away from home. Thousand miles away. One day I receive a call from my mom. She told me my grandma is been warded. I am worried but my mom said there’s nothing to be worried. Luckily, she has been diacharged.
Just to let you know, i just end my holiday break a few days before i am going back home again for a vacation in Australia. My grandma with a big smile on her face giving me a hug and i shake her hand before I'm off to airport. She held my hand so tightly like she don’t want to let go. She even ask me “Bila lagi balik?” And i replied “minggu depan. Tak lama dah sbb nanti nak pergi bercuti.” And guess what she replied to me. “Tak sempat tu.” At this moment I didn’t think that her time is coming. I simply laugh and smile at her and saying “apa yang tak sempat. Minggu depan Nina balik dah.” She just smile and let her hand go. I hug her again and wave a goodbye.
My mom and dad sending me to the airport since my school holiday already end.
A few days later my mom told me Mak is being warded again. I am so worried and again my mom told me not to worry anything. I feel relieved.
And suddenly just happened.
This one morning day. I had rollcall in my hostel and before my warden end her talk, she loudly call my name and saying “nenek kamu dah tak ada”. I just nodded. After all the student going for a class. I ask the warden to make a phone call. I suddenly cry when i call my dad. He ask me to be patient and don’t cry. But still I’m crying.
I want to be home but my flight is this week and it will be impossible. I don’t want to burden my family money again. Emergency flight is so expensive. So its ok i just wait for my next flight. I let them to manage Mak without me. Its hurting me but i have to face the fact she’s gone.
So the last sign she already let me know and its just me who don’t realize it. I will always remember you Mak. I love you so much :)) <3
Thanks for take care of me and my family. There’s nothing i can do unless take care of you. Lots of love!!!
Nina sentiasa doakan Mak dan Abah semoga tenang di sana.
Al-fatihah
