Underground

Assalamualaikum,

And hai... Lama sangat tak update since dah grown up ni kan.. Lolzzz

So, the topic today is "Underground". Why? Tajuk is kinda weirdo... Sebab manusia macam saya dan kita semua ni mudah lupa diri...

Saya cakap pasal diri saya jugak. Kekadang saya sendiri lupa diri... Apa itu "Underground"? Let me tell you.

Before you grow up like now.. Can read my blog etc, you have to learn it right? Its not an easy job to teach from zero to hero (macam CoC lak)

Ingat balik, masa baby siapa ajar korang merangkak? Lepas merangkak kita berjalan slow slow... Siapa tolong? Yess our parents or maybe orang lebih dewasa dari kita (and ofcoz dia tahu jalan)

Faham dah maksud "Underground"?

No????

............

Okay... Let me help you untuk fahamkan apa maksud dia...

"Underground"

Lebih tepat "Dari Bawah"

Apa diaaa....

Macam korang nak buat bisnez, then korang takde modal... So korang minta modal kat sesiapa yg ada duit untuk jadikan modal... Lepas dpt duit modal, korang terus mulakan bisnez...

Setelah bertahan selama setahun, dan akhirnya dengan izin Allah, bisnez kau berjayaa! Dan mula saat itu kau mula lupa diri. Siapa yg bagi modal mula² pun kau buat² tak ingat...

Misal kata, korang mintak modal kat mama korang... Then, dia pun bagi (mama mana x nak tengok anak dia berjaya kan) lepas dia bagi, kau dah berjaya... Kau lupa dia.. Kau makin busy dengan bisnez... Kurang luangkan masa dengan orang tua and lebihkan bisnez sbb korang fikir biznes itu lagi penting daripada orang tua korang.

Itulah orang kat lupa diri... Faham?

Mohon sangat kita dapat elakkan diri jadi macam tu. Kita kena kuat semangat dan sentiasa ingat susah senang orang lain yg sudah bersusah payah demi kita.

JANGAN masa mereka (or sesiapa yg dah tolong korang) dah meninggal dunia, baru nak ingat jasa baik... (Itu pun kalau masih ada kesedaran)


For too long not blogging, why this topic came out?

Actually, lama dah nak update blog but kemalasan melanda yng teramat! I'm so sick with tired. Eh?

Pesanan:-

1. Janganlah lupa asal usul
2. Jadilah manusia yg kenang budi
3. Sentiasa ingat Allah (yg cipta kita)
4. Sayangi ibu bapa (no matter what)
5. Always keep good vibes
6. Hasilkan benda yg berfaedah
7. Gunakan masa dgn elok
8. DO WHAT EVER ++

Hahahahahahahahaha! Okayyyyy I'm sorry for being a lil bit annoying but seriously, I'm tired with the people who "lupa diri".

Sometimes, kita tak tahu perangai seseorang itu macam mana... Dia ada agenda or what kita sendiri tak tahu... Sebab tu orang cakap, 'don't judge a book by its cover'. Yeahhh!



Yes that's true! Sesiapa saje yg meringankan beban orang lain, Allah pasti akan bantu orang tersebut...

So yaaa..
I guess its the end of my "Underground" story... I just wanna share my thought of this...

And one more!

Pernah tak korang terfikir apa yg parents kita alami sekarang, pasti kita juga akan merasai... Pernah terasa? Kalau yaa! Tahniah.. You're matured now! If no, I'm sorry... But you are still a childish who is trying to be matured. Eh? Sorry xP


There's a lot of thought i wanna share but i think, ini pun dah cukup perfect for me to share it.

Thanks for read it.

❤

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Good thing.

Apa itu benda yg terbaik?

We need to find out by our own.

Its kinda sucks when you know that something which is precious is gone from your life.

One by one, you can start counting, who's the person who still stay with you? You can say less or more?

I'm bet you gonna say less.

Its true. People don't stay.

But,
Memory does.

😘

Bila Rindu :D

Assalamualaikum,

and hello my friends.

lately, im quite busy dear. i got no time to update this blog. and, im rarely using english on my blog. maybe, to get the feel of reading with full of emotion. right?

so,

since my grandma passed away (almost 2 year), i can see my mom be a different person. sometimes, she feels lonely, act like tough but seriously damn hurt. i think, maybe she missed her late mom. but, what can i help? im a such as loser daughter. i got nothing to help her.

what can i say, just keep on reciting Al-Quran and prays for her. always be the best. and benda dah lepas. just lepaskan. kesian. takut arwah tak tenag kat sana. tahu kenapa arwah tak tenang? sebab, kita macam mengharapkan dia untuk datang balik. dia tak tenang kat sana, so please let it go (rasa sebak).

who says, aku tak sayang my grandma? whenever i remind her, it's make me crying! im still remember when she cook for me (form 2) before im going to school. she cook a simple dish. ikan goreng and kuah sikit. whatever kuah it should be fine. and now, i suddenly missed her sambal tumis! SubhanaAllah! its really delicious!

my mom is a teacher, so when im in secondary school, i was in evening season. my mom school have 2 season. so, when its come to me and my mom at the same season, my grandma always cook for me. she afraid that im not eating and i can't study well because of empty stomach. (what a kind a nice hearted)

most of people think and always act like "kalau nenek je mesti kejam and jahat, en?" nope. the definition is wrong. im not saying its totally wrong, just on my opinion, its based on how great your grandma are. don't just simply judging. right?

my grandma take care of me since my mom give birth on 5th January 1997. but the really sad thing is, my grandpa passed away after 3 days im exist. so, he just can see me for awhile. my mom said, my grandpa already sick for a long time. but, she never knew he will gone forever that time.

my grandma feed me and i know her well.. not really well, but i know that my grandma also have a hard time. she always crying for some reason. one of it, she missed her sons. hmmm.. her sons all grown up and not stay in KL. some of them at Perak, Pahang, Putrajaya and some more im not sure.

so, let's that words speak up. i know it can't say a word. but, act like it talking to you like that. most of you already know this quote, because it is a fact. kan? but why you keep on denying? it shouldn't be like that.

for me, my grandma is the real mom for me. why? because she can hide all of her feelings and keep it as her own secret by herself. im not sure if i'm following her way right now. i know that im a silent keeper but seriously, im gonna salute her. she keep it and remain secret till her last breathe :')

aku memang jenis kuat pendam. but, zaman sekarang ada banyak laman sosial yang boleh kita share untuk public readers. contoh mcam blog ni sendiri. kan? maksudnya, aku ni just silent keeper to human directly. but you will know the real me by reading this blog. sebab, banyak benda aku share kat blog.

my mom seriously don't know who i am. what i want to be. she's trying to be my friend, but i can't. maybe because the way she treat me is different like my grandma did.

im still remember, when my grandma teach me how to read Al-Quran. i was so little that time. she ask me to read with her when weekend. when im fighting with my mom, my grandma always cook for us. my dad that time so busy with his work. but, he will never get mad unless my mom keep on babbling.

a guy will have that limit of patience but when you hit his limit, its gonna be explode like a volcano! damn dangerous. im not kidding~

sometimes im thinking, why i got hit? im not playing too much when im kid. im just follow my brother to have a ride with his friends. and then i keep on studying. actually, im really boring of studying and keep on studying!

my childhoods not really awesome to be tell.. seriously, on my opinion, my mum keep on forcing me to study , study, study and study some more! whenever i feel bored, i will sit with my grandma and tell her "nina dah penat laa.. asyik belajar je.. otak pun letih.. hmm" my grandma just smile and said "takpe la. kalau penat minum air, rehat sekejap. *and smile*" itu la my grandma.

masa aku study, im not really study sebab my brain macam dah tepu. hahahaha... penat sangat la kot. the most struggling study when im in form 2. yaa form 2! not yet pmr but my mom ask me to study! hmm.. im so damn tired.

i have my tuition class almost 8 hours per week. common guys, if my school days is almost 8 hours per day, how can i study for another 8 hours?! hmmm... since i were in primary school, my mom teach me to study hard and always pushed me to keep on studying! she says "awak tu nak UPSR! kena dapat 5A!"

masa tu i mana la tahu UPSR tu apa.. so, i was like, "haihh.. penting la ni.. tu yang kena study jee" most of my childhood with BOOKS! but, im rejected that i hate book. i do loves book. but sometimes, not to read them, just to purchased it! *weirdo me*

okay aku dah merapu sampai kat childhood aku ... *tutup muka*

back to the topic,

so, bila aku terasa rindu kat seseorang, aku akan ingat balik kenangan aku dengan dia. pastu, aku akan sedekahkan al-fatihah dan sampaikan salam rindu melalui udara. *cewahhhh

but seriously, why im telling you all of this?

okay stop it.

suddenly otak aku freeze.

(maybe sebab minum sour plum blended) *yummm*

anyway, thanks for reading.

jasamu,

takkan dapat ku balas.

<3

D.R.E.A.M.S

Every post,

its gonna be a different story.

Sometimes,

about my life

jokes story

my experience

and

some more.

Apa itu mimpi?

pernah mimpi, kan?

kenapa kita bermimpi?

ada orang cakap

(ada laa orang tu yg cakap)

dia kata,

tidur ni mainan syaitan

(tak pasti)

but,

kekadang mimpi kita

indah

kekadang

horror!

Nak story sikit,

dulu aku ada mimpi benda yang sangat dahsyat! masa tu aku form 5 (Tahun 2) di KVL. masa tu time cuti, aku tidur balik lepas waktu subuh sebab memang kebiasaan kalau time cuti, semua budak asrama tidur sampai pukul 12pm.

nak dijadikan cerita, aku mimpi keadaan bumi masa tu macam dah sampai hari akhir atau kiamat. dalam mimpi tu, aku dalam flight. aku on the way balik KL sebab aku nak balik rumah. tiba- tiba dalam flight, semua orang kelam kabut and cuak. ada announcement dari attendant "Please sit back to your seat. and if u need the oxygen mask, just use it." lepas tu aku pun mcm tak senang duduk.

aku usha luar tingkap dan aku nampak macam ada air besar naik ke atas sampai mencecah awan (yang tidak lagi biru tapi MENDUNG) flight aku daripada kelajuan biasa, tiba- tiba jadi full speed! aku dapat rasakan macam naik jet pesawat. seram. tapi time tu aku masih tak sedar yg aku mimpi.

flight yang aku naik ni bukan biasa- biasa punya flight, flight aku ni boleh lalu kat jalan raya sebab ada emergency landing, pastu dia naik balik and laju sangat kelajuan dia. pastu flight aku dah mcm roller coaster kat railway kereta api. masa tu aku fikir macam tak logik.

flight kita orang akhirnya terhempas kat dalam lautan (laut mana pun tah la) aku pun berlari terus ke darat dan masa tu ada gempa bumi.. memang teruk sebab masa tu semua benda musnah. and lagi satu, masa dalam flight matahari dah muncul sebelah barat. dalam flight ramai jerit "MATAHARI TERBIT BELAH BARAT" and aku tengok sendiri, memang betul... sebab cahaya dia lain macam. aku ambil flight petang, so takkan la boleh cahaya terlampau cerah. betul tak? hmmm

masa tu memang aku takut sangat! dan aku memang tahu banyak dosa masa tu!

tiba- tiba aku tersedar dari tidur, waktu tu kat asrama nampak mendung macam nak hujan. hari Jumaat, setelah budak lelaki pergi solat jumaat, aku terdiam dan aku tak cerita pun kat kekawan sebab aku tak tahu nak cerita mcm mana. dan aku tahu semua tu mimpi je. tapi, boleh dijadikan sebagai iktibar. kan?

story yang aku tak share kat sesiapa

at last aku share kat blog.

but 

i think,

aku ada story kat someone.

siapa eh?

tah laaa nak ~

semakin hari,

aku semakin malas nak update blog.

rasa macam takde masa nak update.

hmmmm

Especially for Sis~

Assalamualaikum,

I'm the reason next you~

Hyee,,

this post is kinda special.

because,

i make this post for my beloved

and only,

SIS :)

maybe,

most of you are very wonder,

who is she?

nahhh.. i won't tell you

i just gonna let she know :P

so, in this post

i wanna tell you a lil bit about myself.

boleh?

name given,

Nur Sabrina bt Jamal

but most of them just call me

Sab, Wazien dll

*whatever*

i wanna let you know about my personalities.

- im very simple girl

- love to take a simple ways

- lovers of foodiesss

- hate games like football

- games lovers (gadget)

- not a fan to some peoples who act great

- a really friendly person

- you talk to me, i will talk to you

- can't wait to be in love~

okay yg last tu harapan :D

anyway, as you can see..

i am a really silent keeper.

tak share dengan semua orang masalah yg ada

or

maybe pape story pun tak cerita

(if u are not asking me)

but, the point is

why, i do that?

- nak jaga perasaan orang

- cerita yg membosankan

- story kurang penting berbanding soalan exam

- suka pendam sorang- sorang

- tak suka besarkan cerita

but,

kalau ditanya

dengan izin Allah,

aku cerita laa ~

to my beloved sister,

sab buat semua ni untuk kepentingan bersama

(lollzzz ayat buku)

seriously,

nak jaga hati semua orang,

i have to do it.

semua orang yang sab sayang,

sab sanggup berkorban,

walaupun

kekadang hati ni sakit.

tapi

pernah gembira.

tak selamanya hari kita mendung.

betul tak?

ni nasihat untuk akak,

"no matter what ever you do, just keep on path"

sab will always ada untuk akak when you feel low.

sentiasa keep in touch.

jangan 

time happy,

lupakan sab.

bila sedih,

baru nak contact balik.

~ HAHAHAHAHA ~

and one more thing,

SAB 

SAYANGKAN
AKAK <3

thanks for reading

*flying kiss*

Im changed *sob sob*

Assalamualaikum,

How are you? Hehehe...

(Maaf muka Asmira ditutup oleh tangan Sai)

So yaa... Itu budak kelas aku... Dah hidup dengan dorang selama 3 tahun pengajian kat KV Langkawi. Nak kata tak sekepala, maybe ada sikit. tapi bagi aku, semua orang ada pesonaliti yang berbeza- beza. so, diri kita sendiri tak dapat nak adapt semua yg jadi.

What is friendship?

Friend is "kawan"

Ship is "kapal"

(its just a rough translate)

but,

the real thing is,

apa yang aku faham melalui kawan ni,

no matter how hard u jatuh, dorang mesti ada bagi backup sbb dorang nak korang berjaya!

Kita kalau satu kelas, takde siapa pun nak rakan dalam kelas FAILED!

unless,

kau ada kawan yg kurang berguna

yang memang sah suka tengok orang gagal!

the truth is,

bila aku usha gambar lama,

aku nampak lebih ceria daripada sekarang.

Kenapa??

Hmmm...

kekadang, diri kita sendiri tak dapat faham kita.

Perempuan,

happy tiba- tiba

muram tiba- tiba

sedih tiba- tiba

and baru- baru ni,

aku jumpa kawan lama... and dia mengingatkan aku sesuatu..

benda yang aku memang tak nak ingat..

SAMPAI SEKARANG!

aku duk teringat...

" Aku selalu fikirkan pasal orang. Tapi, orang tak pernah kisah langsung pasal aku."

Yaaaa!

Aku dulu mmg macam tu..

but,

sejak masuk KV

aku mula lupakan semua benda.

aku dah tak OVERTHINKING

and now aku rasa, aku nak jadi balik mcm skola lama...

keep on stress out!

aku paling tak suka situasi macam tu :'(

banyak lagi gambar yang aku tak post.

why?

sebab for me,

biarkan gambar yang ada kat aku,

aku jadikan kenangan aku sorang jer...

hahahahaha ~

dalam hidup aku,

aku pernah 

dilukai,

disakiti,

dikhianati,

dibenci.

(semua benda negatif)

aku cuba untuk menjadi diri sendiri,

aku cuba menjadi insan yang terbaik.

but,

aku tak berjaya.

sebab aku hanya insan biasa.

I hope,

one day

i can be the best among the best.

I hope,

one day

i can succeed dunia and akhirat.

I hope,

one day

ALL MY DREAMS COME TRUE!

-xoxo-

Tanpa mu :')

Assalamualaikum semua!

So how is it going? Everything is fine right?

Hahahaha! So, today already my second day of fasting. 

All muslims will fasting on Ramadhan month 

:)

How sweet is that right?

This year 2015 ,

will be really different.

Okay, 

i dunno how to story but I'm trying ...

This fasting month, 

slightly different because there's someone missing

FOREVER !

:')

She is my

Grandma.

When i think about her, i'm crying.

Maybe because i'm missing her so bad.

and

maybe i'm the only one who didn't come to her funeral.

I'm faraway on that time.

Study abroad the ocean.

I can't make it if i take an emergency flight.

Why?

The airport also far away from my home.

It will take some times to arrive.

and

I bet most of my family are really busy T_T

Gambar lama ...

That's my grandma grave. But the photo was taken last year after 3 days she passed away.

New grave i didn't snap it because i feel so sad.

(Nak update kat blog pasal arwah pun aku nak nangis je)

I live with my grandma since i was kid.

and till i'm 17 y/o.

She was passed away last year after 6 days my twin brother birthday.

On that time, 

I was in Langkawi.

Still studying.

One night i got a phone call from my mom,

she said my grandma in hospital.

I was so surprised!

But, 

my mom said she just fine :')

The following night, i was so happy !

I dunno why.

The next day on Monday,

when rollcall, 

my warden told me that my grandma passed away.

My warden just like so heartless.

On that time i was like very shock!

I'm speechless.

I'm not crying.

I'm remain silent.

Then ,

I'm crying so badly!

Felt like gonna fall down.

So hurt!

On that time, i was thinking i wanna go home!

But, i got my flight ticket on Thursday.

So,

i stay at school till that day.

My grandma already sick since she was slipped in her bathroom.

First time she fall , 

my dad sent her to hospital.

Doctor says "She just fine."

But, you know right

we are getting older and older.

She already old.

But, i treat her the way she right.

I feed her everyday (when sem break)

I bathe her nearly every day (also sem break)

But,

i did all of that!

Why ?

Because i know that she already old. 

and she cannot capable to do that anymore.

So , is that wrong by doing that for her???

My hard year was 2014.

Pretty hard to explain how i was feel on that time.

Kinda tough!

Semua kenangan bersama arwah, takkan ku lupakan.

Walaupun ada pahit dan manis,

Hanya Allah yang tahu

betapa indahnya kehadiranmu itu.

Engkau telah mengajar erti kehidupan yang berwarna- warni.

Segalanya perlu kau telan seorang diri.

Mengapa itu berlaku?
Kerana kau seorang mak kepada anak- anak yang dah berkeluarga.

Dan kini,

kau ku panggil 'nenek'.

Aku cucu kau.

Sejak bayi,

kecil,

sehingga kini,

aku sudah dewasa!

Kau melihat aku membesar sehingga aku berumur 17 tahun.

Umur mu tidak panjang,

tapi cukup bagiku untuk mengenali mu !

Kau telah banyak mengajar aku!

Memasak,

Mengaji,

Solat,

dan banyak lagi.

Tak terkira semuanya!

Semua kenangan bersama nenek,

muncul satu per satu.

Itu yang telah membuatkan hatiku sayu!

Tanpa kehadiran mu kini,

Menjadikan ku insan yang lebih kuat!

Ingatlah,

semua yang hidup pasti mati!

Jadi,

ku relakan hati untuk redha atas pemergian mu.

Hajah Maznah binti Husin.

7/9/2014 (Ahad)

Semoga roh dicucuri Rahmat-Nya!

~ Al- fatihah ~

Setiap doaku ada untuk mu.

Hanya Allah tahu betapa sayangnya aku kepada mu.

Mak, adik sayangkan mak okay :')

Sukarelawan :)

Assalamualaikum,

Halo semua! Apa khabar? Very long time i didn't post anything on my blog. Maybe, i said 'maybe' some of you wanna read my blog. I didn't say all of you is gonna read my blog. Its nothing special with my blog.

Why, sukarelawan? Okay, actually I have my new ambition. Its just a really simple and really lack of person wanna be a volunteer (: Maybe I'm not a good person but I still like to help peoples. I am not really picking up person to help. I don't even care. That's what we called 'Volunteer' right?

So, if any of you wanna me to become a volunteer, I can do so. Just the problem is, I will be free on school holidays.. I'm so sorry. 

I know the volunteer means

"You will go whenever they need you"

but,

I'm really busy person.. because I'm still studying faraway from my home.

from Kuala Lumpur,

to Langkawi...

a lot of things I study when I need to be an independent girl !

I'm not really good in studying.

because of that,

I'm quit studying in High School.

I'm continue my study in Vocational College.

You may say I'm dumb,

but,

I don't give a shit (:

Why my ambition just a "VOLUNTEER" ?

there's must be a reason on anything I'm gonna do.

I will not doing anything useless.

That is my

PRINCIPE !

Don't be mad. 

I just wanna make you happy

when read my blog.

I know this blog is soooo old~

but,

This blog, give me a lot of memory.

So many!

Since I'm in Primary School (but not really update much),

but,

I do love post it when I'm in

Form 2 and 3...

On that time,

It was my happiest day to update always on my blog.

But,

everything is changed.

When,

I'm step-in to KV Langkawi.

You may say,

"Its not a big deal"

I no !

Just, I need a lot of time to post just A story.

I find it so hard.

Why?

I have no idea. 

I just really need a time for myself.

I didn't say I'm bored with my life,

just sometimes, 

we don't understand ourselves.

Right?

CRUSH + FALL IN LOVE = TOGETHER - BROKE UP = - ALONE

Do you ever think, when someone you love and maybe you crush on him, then you got him. You really adore everything he did. When he tells you his story, although the story he made up, you don't even care because you know your heart just for him. So, you just act like listening even its insane to believe. 

Then,

Even you stay with him about 2 years and almost 3 months, you still don't get it. Why he always made up a story to make you feel proud? Or maybe he just wanna make you jealous with his life? You don't even know his agenda. 

You can't continue your relationship with him. You decided to tell him the truth. You tell him "Can we be just friend?" and he said "That's what I want you to understand. I just wanna be friend for along time ago." You so sad because he never understand your feeling on him. Do you really feel bad about that? Yes/No? The answer is just on you.

After a half of the year, your best friend told you which is your EX already have his new girlfriend. You're not really shock just act cool. Maybe it's because you already don't care about him. You a tough girl! Then, you ask your friend "Who is his girlfriend? Must be pretty, right?" then your friend says "Not really. He find someone who's exactly like the old you. Must be he's just missing you I think." Seriously, you not happy to hear that.

You try to stalk on him. You rather unblock him from twitter just to check whether it is true or not. Terribly sad T_T You just feels like wanna cry. But, you just so strong! You read all of his conversation with his new girlfriend. "I will take care of you till we died" "I will bring you to Jannah" "I will be your Imam and you will be my makmum" That's what he said to his girlfriend. The same damn thing he said to you. You feel so hurt right now. He is lying to you. All of his promises just flying like a wind blow heavily and fly far far away~

Your feeling. You don't even know it yet. You wanna be sad? You wanna be happy? I think you will just ignore it. Your heart felt empty. Your heart for him just now you throw it away. You don't even know where it was. You so confused. You tell your friend about it. "Let it, maybe he just wanna make you jealous" You act cool with your friend.

And till now, you don't give a shit on him. But, you texted him. "All of the promises you made, simply easy you broke it?" he text you back "Don't even say so. You changed a lot!" you did not reply. Your heart have been crushed with a big truck. And your heart died peacefully with your old memories with him. Everything just changed so fast. Very fast. It is true when old people says "The time goes fast, darl. You need to catch it. Or else, it will fly away. You wasted it." 

You're not saying you're forgetting everything about him. You just can't forget all of the memories being together. Your hope is, go far away and not seeing him in real life.

Unfortunately, you are in the same damn class with him! You know that, all your classmates hate him a lot. You try to act cool like nothing f*cking sh*t is happening. You are cool. You are brave. You very patient. You are the best. Only yourself can fight with your own self ! #BETOUGH #GOODGIRL 

SO,

you just read one of a real story.

I'm not really sure you will like it or not.

Just enjoy it ~

So, back to the topic

not just being a volunteer for any event,

I also can be a very helpful person when you need a help.

I can help you right away,

if I can, I will help you.

if I can't, I will try my best with what I can.

-VOLUNTEER-
that's only my ambition for now.

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Just contact me on wechat or twitter.

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Thanks for being so supportive,

Sabrina J~

Happy and Sad Ending of Me

Assalamualaikum dan salam sejahtera,

Well, dah lama kan aku tak update blog.... Tah la since when tak post... So, today i would like to tell you something.. Which is my new experience! Aku pun tak sangka this will be happen ON ME !

9/4/2015

My day start with set up bengkel for our program outreach (walaupun bukan outreach) .. so i sangat excited sebab hari khamis tu jugak i balik rumah ! terujaa sebab dapat balik rumah time cuti biasa... Habis bacaan yassin, aku g bilik guru and then g jumpa cikgu kaunseling pulak (nak ambil kertas modul insaniah) and then in hurry aku g bengkel.. tukar baju apa semua.. sumpah penat siaa! kalau aku penat, aku dah tak lalu nak makan or what.. just nak air and air and air lagi ~

Slot 1,

Aku ada camera, so aku decided untuk snap some pics for evidence kteorang dah buat outreach... yaa.. so i snap, snap and snap.. aku suka gambar aku snap .. nampak lawa jee (masuk bakul angkat sendiri) hahaha.. aku suka guna lenses panjang... gambar nampak lawaaa ! slot 1, ni dia tak best sangat but yaa... still funny la moment teka gambar.. aku enjoy!

Bersama tahun 1 SVM, PLC (KVL)

Sebab kami Superbbzzz

TAHUN 1 DVM, PLC (KVL)

Bersamaa Tahun 1 SVM, KVL (PLC)

Slot 2, 

Ini lagi macam sial ! kelakar nak mampus.. lagi2 game ke 3 ... sebab sebelum mula game 3 , buat warm up dulu.. main bola tampar.. aku ni takde la reti main.. just suka- suka boleh la.. so, nak mula game 3 iaitu protect my queen (bola beracun) act, tu game dapat dari running man.. so kami jadikan as our game for outreach.. memang super junior macam malu sikit but dengan cara tu saje yang dapat mengeratkan hubungan dorang sesama rakan sekelas...

Aku join la main bola beracun sbb aku suka aktif.. main sampai tak ingat dunia.. pastu aku off kejap sbb nak snap some pics and release some penat dulu.. ingat tak penat main non stop? hahaha.. banyak gak ah tangkap gambar time bola beracun tu.. tengok kelibat dorang time main tu agak kelakar.. muka semua tukar jadi merah.. ye la semua pakat malas exercise.. when ada game macam ni, jadi macam fun la kan.. hahaha.. -no stress no pain- lolzz

-- SUPER SENIOR VS SUPER JUNIOR --

Game seterusnya, kami decided untuk buat game 1 vs 1 ... hahaha.. time tu semua pakat buat kata- kata semangat macam gaya ada perlawanan besar antara batch tu xD bagi aku moment tu sangat berharga la.. tak sangka kelas aku semua sporting.. no judgment about that! hahaha

Time tu ada se khor, so, suruh dia tangkap gambar sikit (sikt ke ?) so, aku pun join je la.. benda gambar kelas for evidence.. so chill la an? main game ni memang best la.. sebab dapat rapat dengan gang yang tak rapat.. mengeratkan silaturrahim orang kata.. cewaaahhhh~ 

Time ni aku kena protect Queen Ummu.. memang syok ahh.. sebab budak junior tak kenal mana satu Ummu... hahaha! its kinda funny sebab dorang always aim Dani.. hahahaha! memang best ah ! Bukan senang gak nak main sekali dengan budak laki and aku tak kisah langsung how do i look when tengah main bola beracun... tudung tak jadi ke apa.. i don't care langsung... biar saaajaaaa~ lolzz

Super senior (me) time tu nampak gaya macam nak kalah but Alhamdulillah sebab menang juga akhirnya... nice one guyss! time tu semua orang happy ! hahaha... pas penat lelah, semua balik bengkel for rest... kita rest dulu sbb penat sangat.. then, slot last iaitu solat zohor berjemaah.. Alhamdulillah, OUTREACH DONE ! hehehehe :D

3.00 PM

Its time for balik asrama... We decided (me and my friends) to eat dulu... sebab dari pagi tak makan.. nasib baik aku dapat makan kari ayam.. (tak makan daging) hahaha... makan pun takde la banyak.. cukup sekadar isi perut yang kosong.. ye la excited nak balik la katakan... pas finished makan.. rest kejap kat katil, and then solat.. pastu rest balik... 

4.00 PM

Tepat jam 4, terus bersiap nak keluar asrama untuk ke airport... Ye la nak balik la katakan.. Taxi pun aku dah call.. Taxi datang 4.30 pm sbab aku taknak rushing sangat.. so wat lekk wat peace \m/ hahaha~

4.30 - 5.15 PM

Arrived at airport.. Check-in flight dulu.. Pastu chill at Starbucks with my Caramel Latte ~ tunggu masa untuk masuk gate jaa.. malas nak masuk awal sebab sesorang jaaa ~

6.00 PM 

I bawak my mini cute luggage and my camera bag... Masuk flight and rest on my seat.. while waiting, another 2 person kiri kanan i untuk duduk... 10E is my seat in Air Asia AK6319 LGK - KUL... masa orang sebelah aku datang, aku dah aim sejak aku tunggu flight datang.. ada 3 perempuan yg pakaian dia agak sama ketiga- tiga mereka.. lepas tu ada sorang laki gemuk (mcm abam bocey) berpakain baju melayu merah... 2 org perempuan duduk kiri kanan dia and lagi sorang duduk depan dia.. aku pun tak tahu la apa kaitan perempuan tu dgn laki tu.. hahahaha.... (evil laugh)

Dalam flight tak sangka dia duduk tepi aku laki dia and bini dia.. hahaha ikut dan aku jaaa... serkap jarang enn... but memang la kan.. aku faham, orang gemuk mcm dia, seat 1 mana muat kan.. dia kena booking 2 seat untuk dia sorang... hahaha xD pastu kan.. yang lawak ye kan tangan aku berlaga dengan tangan dia pastu tangan aku tersepit dengan tangan dia.. time tu aku terfikir 'nape la air asia tak buat KG untuk manusia gak.. so that people gemuk boleh diasingkan.. aku terseksaaa' HAHAHAHA ! tolong la ambil cadangan aku ni air asia oiii.. aku bayar fee gak kot -.-" vavi vetul laa.. and now tangan kiri aku sakit + lenguh... sial !

But, im think positive la ... Sampai hal ini terjadi !

I love my camera :'(

Aku mmg tak suka nak rushing keluar time orang sesak keluar... aku pun tak sangka benda ni jadi .. Aku sedih sangat.. Sebab aku guna camera DSLR EOS1100D untu outreach #2015 ... and now semua gambar tu hilang dengan gambar aku Vacation Kelantan... Aku serious stress.. baru je tadi aku imbas balik semua gambar yang ada dalam camera... and now hilang DALAM FLIGHT !

Lepas aku tengok semua orang tengah busy and line settle down , aku pun ambil la mini luggage and my camera... and guess what, mini luggage ada but my camera is missing.. cuak siaa.. sebab compartment atas memang takde barang.. aku duk aim laki gemuk tu je .. aku pun tak tahu kenapa.. macam sial an target orang suka hati.. hahaha.. lantak ah...

Nak tahu sebab apa aku aim dia????

Sebab perempuan aka bini dia tu rushing gila nak keluar walaupun dah tahu line tu penuh... pastu aku ada kalih pandangan ke luar tingkap and aku rasa time tu dorang ambil peluang rembat barang orang... aku pun g kat pramugari and cakap my stuff is missing.. and dia toling tengokkan.. yes memang takde.. aku time tu fikir nak usha orang je dulu.. or thinking someone is waiting outside untuk bg camera tu balik.. but takde pun ... hmmm

Aku terus g tempat ambil bagasi.. nak usha orang gak ah... but im sure laki gemuk tu.. hmm.. instinct ku kuat mengatakan dia.. sebab dia mcm nak lari dr aku.. and laki gemuk jalan laju ??? kau fikir aku takleh kejar kau?? aku buat report kat Lost & Found ... hmmm.. dalam otak aku dah cakap 'memang takkan dapat dah camera tu...' 

REPORT AT LOST & FOUND (takkan jumpa dahhh)

borang lost & found at air asia....

Ayah and mama call tanya nape lambat.. dalam hati fikir nak tipu but nanti lama- lama dorang tahu gak.. so aku tell them.. nasib la dorang tak marah.. just kesal tu for sure la ada en... hmmm.. my fault.. hmm.. but orang cakap benda nak jadi 'kun fa ya kun' tetap kena jadi.. no objection.. kan? 

Sampai ke isyak aku stuck at airport KLIA2 just untuk report and jumpa orang atasan.. but useless je aku rasa.. takkan dapat sebab si perembat tu pro sangat... and klia2 kan besaqq.. aku pun takleh nak buat apa.. "La Tahzan" Bersabarlah wahai hati kecilku....

Sebelum g kat ayah and mama, aku menangis lepas aku g jumpa polis yang USELESS... fikir aku budak lagi so kau boleh treat aku macam lancau? shit laa.. polis pun takde guna.. at least can tell me, what is missing.. and take a look at the passenger who's passing by ke apa en.. ni tak... just act like nothing happen.. ye la maybe dia fikir 'just camera bro.. chill' _|_ fuck la siaaa... huh -.-"

After done crying, aku act cool... but when nak cerita kat parents pun suara cam nangis.. dengan demamnya lagi.. i feel so weak.. rasa nak rebah je.. but aku kuatkan semangat.. selalu ingat dalam otak Allah nak uji aku.. Aku boleh tahan ke tak dengan dugaan dia yang tak seberapa... 

My dad nak g tanya sendiri and then apa jadi dengan barang hilang at polis.. but banyak prosedur so my dah feel like 'its okay laa .. payah sangat !' ayah kata, nasib baik bukan dompet yang hilang kalau tak lagi payah en? Alhamdulillah aku tak letak bag duit dalam camera bag tu... Aku ada terfikir nak letak, at last aku tak letak.. Allah masih menyayangi aku.. Syukran :*

Dengan dugaan aku dapat pada hari Khamis tu, yes memang aku kesal.. but my mom said, InsyaAllah ada hikmah disebaliknya.. and macam aku ada baca buku Islamik and berilmiah enn,, dia kata "Sekiranya kita hilang sesuatu yang kita sayang, dengan izin Allah, pasti ada hikmah disebaliknya." 

Aku kalau nak settle down, orang tak boleh ungkit langsung pasal benda tu... aku tak suka.. benda dah takde jangan nak anggap ada.. i hate it :'(

p/s : Si pengambil Camera Canon EOS 1100D, kau untung sebab dalam tu full set.. so lucky la kau en.. bukan ada camera je, even charger samsung and universal clips aku pun ada dalam tu... Tapi ingatlah, kau takkan tenang sebab aku tak halalkan.. di dunia dan akhirat.. jumpa time kita semua mati nanti... 

Why aku sayang sangat dengan camera tu?

- itu camera aku

- its a gift for my 15's birthday

- dah guna hampir 3 tahun lebih (nak masuk 4 tahun)

- ada gambar outreach

- ada gambar bercuti kat kelantan

- dalam beg camera ada fish eye

- ada my new lensessss

- ada everything inside it

- MY FIRST DSLR IN MY LIFE !

- macam orang gilaa nak -.-"

- last guna 9/4/2015 time outreach

"kun fa ya kun" - saya kena kuat semangat. thanks for the person who 'terambil' ye :') jumpa nanti ye ....