Feeling for Friday

If you read it, then you know my feeling... Fiction *fake smile*

I still can’t forget you,

I still can’t trust everything,

Even today I can’t send you away like this.

I will rewrite it again, our story will not end,

I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now,

I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily,

In case you will leave me, 

the background is a small room without an exit.

I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong,

I can’t leave your sweet presence,

There is no such thing as an end for us.

Like this again,

I can’t forget you,

I am writing the story that will never end in my heart,

I will hold on to you, 

I won’t let you go, 

Even today, 

I’m in the story of you and I that hasn't ended still, 

in Fiction.

Right now, 

there are only happy stories here,

The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality),

Is written here, 

it’s slowly filling up.

I run towards you and embrace you,

I can’t never let you go from my embrace, 

There is no such thing as an end for us.

Like this again, 

I can’t end it,

I am writing the story that will never end in my heart.

I will hold on to you, 

I won’t let you go, 

Even today, 

I’m in the story of you and I that hasn't ended still, 

in Fiction.

I will say this again, one more time,

Right now you are next to me,

I’m believing like that.

(But Fiction)

I’m the writer who lost his purpose,

The end of this novel, 

how am I supposed to write it,

I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you,

 I keep writing these 3 words,  

Setting the warn out pen on the old paper stained in tears, 

This story can’t be happy or sad!

Right now I’m writing such a happy story,

But it is all just a wish still.

I’m happy, 

We are together, 

Now is the start, 

There is no end. 

Assalamualaikum dan Salam sejahtera,

Today is 13/7/2012 bersamaan dengan hari Jumaat. 

Hari ni aku rasa sangat sedih kerana ada beberapa sebab.

First, kawan aku mak dia meninggal dunia pada hari Khamis 12/7/2012 

masa bangun tidur tu aku ingatkan dia yg meninggal but bila baca balik mak dia rupanya. Kesian kat dia walaupun aku tak rapat dengan dia. Agaklah! Seseorang yg lahirkan kita pergi meninggalkan kita buat selamanya, siapa yg tak sedihkan? Aku pun turut bersedih :'( Aku harap dia okay je. Al-fatihah.

Next, sedara aku masuk hospital sbb 'Appendix' dan Batu Karang ! Okay, fyi, aku dgn dia takdelah rapat but since this year kita org agak rapat ah gak. Dia ada bg aku hadiah sempena birthday aku yg ke-15. Thanks. So malam ni aku nak melawat dia kat hospital Ampang Puteri. Harap dia okay je lah :')

Last, aku sedih sbb PMR nak dekat.. Eh?? Apa kena mengena ni? Sedih la gak! Exam nak dekat! yg aku ni still online and main- main time belajar -_-!!

Maybe, today is the last day for me to update my blog. See you soon okay!

PING!!!

Jap!! ada lagi nak bagitahu ni! Ada pasal kawan aku ni, dia ada mimpi tentang arwah Yasmin buat kali kedua. AKu akan update kalau ada masa dan kalau dia sempat habiskan cerita. Okay? Byee~

-The End-

Anonymous : Macam bukan Sab je yg update!

Aku : Kau fikir siapa??

Anonymous : Macam Sabrina :P

Aku : Gatal -_-

p/s: Untuk pengetahuan anda, "ANONYMOUS" ni ialah "SIMSIMI" XD