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assalamualaikum,

hari ni tak sekolah.. in case saya tak sekolah today, so, i will update something and this maybe my last post before i am leaving all of my readers, family and friends *wipe tears*

just joking but sometimes it is true :)

sorry for being a little bit of emo.. actually, i got an offer from the place yang i minta untuk sekolah kat sana.. i asked for a vocational school in langkawi and guess what? i got that! alhamdulillah :) nak cakap happy, INDEED! but my family look like macam tak nak lepaskan i pergi :') and that make me a bit down... hmmm but i really need to go because i want it! its okay, i will accept it as challenges from Allah :') i can see straight to my mother eyes that she's trying to not to cry in front of me :') she want me to success... maybe she cried only for 2 reasons.. first, she can't let me go.. and second, she happy because i got that kolej :') 

okay enough with the sad story.. let's i start again with some good stories xD *wipe tears while smiling*

first of all, i dapat course PELANCONGAN.... happy sesangat sebab mmg serious stress dengan sekolah lama! i will be fine if dapat masuk 4A2 but that counseling teacher tak bagi, so, i plan mmg nak pindah but alhamdulillah dah dapat kat langkawi, so better pergi kat sana :)

KOLEJ VOKASIONAL LANGKAWI....

diploma 4 tahun without SPM and guess what? cool dohh takde SPM but lastly dapat DIPLOMA! actually kan,,, i dunno diploma tu how so i think it will be an awards XD *ketuk kepala* 

BUT....

ada problem la pula.... hmmmm but this problem mama tak bagi aku fikir and she said 'let me only think that.. don't stress you out' so i will not think the problem... do u wanna know what is the problem? TRANSPORT! lol xD tu je but for me its kinda nossy laaaaa....

what do u think, i am from KL -----> Langkawi ??? wadefvckkkk xD ye la for me just nak naik flight but my mom kata no need la and whatsoever xD bukan pasal transport je taw yg i fikir.. about HOTEL and others... ye la , of course la parents nak hantar anak dia pergi kat sekolah tu .. mana boleh suruh orang lain hantar... so, i think, how they gonna find hotel and transport there if take train? hmmm... 

still ada problem about myself :'( masalah dia, i tak biasa dgn life 'hostel' ni semua :'( so i will be so awkward la kan :( takde kawan and semua benda must do by myself :'( rasa nak berpisah dgn family tu of course la sedih kan? hmmm but i must go! i need to fine a better future! jangan fikir negatif T_T hmmm

i am trying to settle down ... *breath in .. breath out*

okay~~ fikir positif.... positive only.. hmmm

yang membaca ni, please doakan yang Sabrina okay... i hopefully everything will be fine.. Aminnn!